All in how you look at it!!!

46lbs down! I honestly can't believe it. I know it's only 2 down from last week but looking at the full amount is astonishing! Heck before you know it will be 50 lbs down. That is so much weight you know it? It's insane! I am 14 lbs away from dropping one of those bags of sand I was talking about in my turning point moment. (I was struggling to carrying a 60lb bag of sand to fill up the girls sand box when it hit me that I am carrying around over 2 of these a day I don't need on my body). I have already lost enough to lose the whole weight of Mylieh and I am about 6lbs away from losing the weight of Kashyn. It all feels different and like SO much more when you put it in those terms. :o)

Last night it was so windy here I kept telling Kashyn I was seeing random people she knew flying by the window. She really got a kick out of it. She was all giggles the rest of the night. It really was funny.

Boy my January is getting busy. I thought December was crazy but now I think January takes it hands down. It's like everything I said I would do after the holidays is here to do. But the great thing is most of the things are things that involve me seeing my girlfriends who I haven't seen lately. So I am pretty excited about it!! And Kermit and I even get to have a date night this week. I can't wait!! I can't even remember the last time we had one. The other things filling up my January is helping my sister-in-law-to-be get wedding plans taken care of, boy this was easier when it was my wedding and I didn't have kids to worry about. That's one reason why kids should come after marriage if at all possible. But still it's very exciting to see her trying on dresses and looking at chapels and stuff. Just wish I had more time to go with her. :o)

Rumor around work is there will be a layoff tomorrow. Haven't I been there before? Not too long ago? Funny thing is this time I could care less. No I don't want to lose my job but this one so far is just that, a job. My last one was my first job out of college, and I had really really good friends there, leaving there meant leaving comfort and good friends. Here I haven't got too comfy yet so if I lose it I look for a new one. Don't look forward to the stress of that but if I have learned anything in the last 2 years it's that God loves me and will take care of me. You should know I do really like it here just haven't got the attachment to people yet. I am a little attached to my project though and would like to see it through.