A New Perspective

Wednesday night I was blogging back and forth on my Nutrisystem site with this NS friend I have made in South Dakota. I swear she's probably my twin. We are SO much alike. Maybe one day when we are both super skinny we will meet at the beach :o) Anyway what I realized when talking to her was that I have lost 31.5 lbs. I mean really to me doesn't sound like much because I still have 94 lbs to go. But that night, it hit me like a ton of bricks, 31.5 lbs is more than Mylieh weighs. I have lost a whole Mylieh and some!!! Heck 19 more pounds and I will have lost a Kashyn. :o) Changes things when you put it in perspective huh?? No wonder I felt like crap all the time. Can't say I am perfect now but much better than I was. I would even say my attitude has even improved but don't ask Kermit he might not agree. hehe...

The time change is killing me. I miss my, Mylieh-Boo! Since the time change she has been going to bed so early. She used to go to bed at 9. I mean 9 o'clock she'd start fussing and if we asked her if she was tired she'd go to her room. Since the time change it's been 8 which makes sense, but Tuesday and Wednesday she went to bed before 7:30. And she sleeps all night. I guess her body thinks if it's dark she must be asleep. Last night I made her stay up until 8. In a way it's nice because I can get some things done but I miss her. I see her a couple hours and then she goes to bed. I know I need to enjoy it while it lasts huh? Kashyn is the exact opposite she would stay up all night every night if I'd let her.